Get this. I said a prayer to God last week and asked Him to show me a sign if we were supposed to proceed with our adoption. We have been at this a very long time and there have been lots of roadblocks along the way. I finally said to self, "hey, maybe it's not meant to be." So I prayed to God and I said, "please God, if this is not in the cards, that is okay, I just need to know. If you do want us to adopt this little baby girl from China, please just show me a sign."
So get this.....I was driving to work when I said that prayer and I stopped at the Sheetz and went in. I almost never go into the Sheetz in the a.m. because I am always running late. If I stop, it is only to get gas and I pay with my ATM so there's no reason to go into the store. Anyway, that morning I was so thirsty I knew I would not make it to Harrisburg (another 20 miles) without a bottle of water. While I was in the Sheetz, I picked up the Sentinel (a local weekly paper). Note: I have not purchased a Sentinel in probably six months. Anyway, I drank the water and threw the paper onto the passenger seat. That night I took the paper into the house and started to read it. The front page headline read "I'd do it again in a heartbeat." The article was about Timothy and Joanne Foley, from Millersburg, PA (my hometown), who just adopted dear daughter number 2 from China. Tim was quoted in the article having said, "If you want to have the most positive experience in your life, this is what you want to do,..." It was a beautiful article.
Now, I am not the sharpest tack in the box, so I put the newpaper to the side for John to throw out with the trash. Driving to work the next day, it hit me!!!!! Holy Cow, that was the sign! Can you believe it took me over 24 hours for it to hit me?
So, I went to Mim and Fred's today (aka mom and dad) to pick up the 3.13.07 Sentinel -- that's the same edition that I had John toss with the trash. I will put this copy with my other journal notes for our little China baby. I think it is meant to be!!